I returned from Camas yesterday. This morning I shopped, returning with a new gridded notebook. For lunch I made Tom Kha Soup for the first time. T's birthday dinner is tonight, Kate and I are cooking.
New years was lackluster, I had only medium energies. We (me and S) watched a show at the White Eagle. I had drinks with S(O) and D. Over the course of winter break I developed a crush on what I will assume was a jerk, I refused a kiss from M, and somehow feel as though I bruised S(M)'s heart a little bit without meaning to. In the end, I drove home feeling alone and very confused about where my anxieties were actually rooted.
I'm excited for the clean slate of 2011, even though the first three months are blocked off with work. The gridded note book is intended for planning. or dreaming. or both. or, maybe just infographics.
