not really sure what i’m doing with this manmystery. don’t know why i vest any further energies in it. guess i want closure, or a slap in the face…which it sort of feels like i regularly get. i suppose i already got closure too, in the form of a ‘i don’t really care about vesting myself in this relationship’ message. perhaps i am ridiculous.
truthfully, i don’t know what’s going on with me. i’m dragging in the teariest, sluggiest way. all there has been this week is work and sleep, and it’s such a wretched feeling to wrestle every day. Is it weird that I just want SOMEONE there to enjoy? perhaps i am not doing this right.
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